December 2011
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feelers.
i miss feeling things.
August 2011
1 post
SF Mind-Jot v1.0
so, it’s been about 2 months since i’ve moved to san francisco. there have been a lot of things, events & emotions that i’ve been through/going through.
things i love: - i buy myself flowers. - i walk almost everywhere. - i bike more. - i’ve been outside more, here, than when i was home. - people say “hi” and mean it. - i’m more active, here, by...
May 2011
3 posts
plunge
so, i’m doing it. i’m finally moving to San Francisco after living in Orange County for the majority of my almost-33 years of life. i’ve been looking forward to this day for over a year now. but, now that it’s finally getting closer, i’m starting to get sad…and scared. i talked to my mom last night and started crying after we got off the phone. she had no...
peeps.
sitting here in the dark with the xm radio & laptop screen as my only source of light. i need an “electronics detox”, but at this moment…it’s actually nice.
i spent a lot of time with my mom & step-dad today. i was reminded of exactly how much i love them. i haven’t been feeling too great, lately. been having a bit of an “emotional down”. but...
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?
April 2011
3 posts
“if we take care of the moments, the years will take care of themselves.”
– Maria Edgeworth
Don’t waste your time on someone who does not...
Ringing.
“…my heart’s not in it. I did it because I felt bad…”
March 2011
2 posts
beautiful, nutellabella. thanks for sharing!
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February 2011
2 posts
decisions...
today i decided, from this point onward, to treat myself as well as i treat others.
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hi do you have new year resolution?
sorry, this is a bit late. i normally don’t do the “new year’s resolution” thing. however, i’ve contradicted myself this year & had a “delayed resolution”. it was just a promise to myself to treat myself as well as i would treat others. in addition, “i resolve to be magical.” :)
while we’re on it, here’s a great blog to...
December 2010
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November 2010
9 posts
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words.
i, too, rely on my words for love & livelihood (love is livelihood). while others have the gift of creating visual, musical & written expressions, i spend my time trying to improve these means (which i will never be ‘great’ at), and i’m ok with this. i have my gift of gab. these words rarely come empty; they come jam-packed in a box full of hope, intent & emotion.
...
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WatchSomething I made while being sick & suffering from cabin fever.
i give to you, Larry King interviewing Palinsaurus Rex; discussing dinosaurs & Russia.
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would you buy a cereal for women that is rich in...
HELL to the FUCKING, YES.
ps: still haven’t met you. don’t care. keeping you.
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Are you a chow bag?
ha! but of course, by birth! i think a chow bag should be incorporated into one’s repertoire of comedic stage art. just sayin’…
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October 2010
1 post
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September 2010
7 posts
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I want you.
i couldn’t have said it any better. beautifully put.
bree:
Don’t edit yourself. I don’t want the half version, the kind you use to make parents adore you. I want you. I want the flaws, the stuttering, the cursing, and the clumsiness. I want it all. I want your bloopers and laughs. I want the awkward…everything. I want your goofy. I want your anger. I want to fight with you. And you to...
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“I never wanted just to be your heart’s unwanted guest. So please invite me...”
– unknown
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365 Days - A photo a day for a year | Day 5 →
i decided to start a photoblog; a photo a day for a year. i started on my recent birthday.
i want to make sure i live life & not just “maintain” it.
Click title bar above. I hope you enjoy the journey as much i will.
Please feel free to follow & share.
August 2010
7 posts
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What have I done with my life? →
my birthday just passed, which raised the question: “what have I done with my life?” that was the birth of this project.
i’ve always wanted to experience more in my life, rather than just “maintaining” & “juggling”. it is my hope, this project will either show that i have lived life or kick it into hight gear! Either way, it will be an experience.
...
8.30.2010 - CONVO OF THE DAY
2.17 PM
me: twss
me: that was lame
me: retract
2.18 PM
fw: retracted
fw: i wont tell you what that makes me think of
2.19 PM
me: ok now you have to
me: retracted...
me: hmmm...
me: "retarded?"
2.19 PM
fw: put your mind in the gutter my friend
2.19 PM
me: rectal
2.20 PM
fw: fw, how do you not see this
2.20 PM
me: ok pls hold
me: "retracted" ... putting mind in gutter...
me: "retracted" = "hand cuffed gf w/lingerie waiting for you
me: how's THAT
me: sucka
2.20 PM
fw: that works
2.21 PM
me: are you in a retracted mood?
me: boooyah!
me: ok no really, what is it kinkface
2.21 PM
fw: what would be something you would retract
2.21 PM
me: a strap on?
2.21 PM
fw: ding
2.21 PM
me: omg dude that so reaching
2.21 PM
fw: totally not
2.21 PM
me: you're a horn dog
me: "retracted makes me think of a strap on"
me: WTF? i'm glad we're friends.
2.22 PM
fw: either that or we could go into the whole uncircumsized convo from the other night
Steve Nam aka Dahli Rama - Ponderings: How can... →
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YPLuYYf92O0
This is my friend Theresa Do and her girlfriend.
I’ve heard all the arguments, statements, and under the breath remarks of what it’s like when one of “those” couples exist. I can even understand, very slightly though, how some people can find this…
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08.20.2010 - CONVERSATION OF THE DAY
Me: 3:28 PM
tell her to do it on the damn text. (work related jargon).
i hear you (coworker slamming on keyboard).
you're going to cut your finger
and that's needed
FW: 3:29 PM
she is going to cause me, 1. heart attack 2, no more teeth
3. broken hand
Me: 3:29 PM
sorry she couldn't figure that shit out for herself.
FW: 3:29 PM
loto.
Me: 3:29 PM
you'll be a toothless lesbian that's poor in bed
i blame her.
FUCK YOU, NINTH CIRCUIT!
FUCK YOU, Ninth Circuit Court.
This just in: the Ninth Circuit Court granted a stay on Judge Walker’s ruling in overturning Prop 8. What does this mean (other than queers still being viewed as second-class citizens & not having equal rights)? Basically, no committed non-hetero couple can get “married” and enjoy the over 1,000 rights that our fellow heterosexuals receive...
The Trevor Endeavor.
every time i come back home from visiting my second home (SF), i seem to re-spark my drive to make a difference. i’ve always said, i wanted to make a difference in the world…somehow, if even in the smallest way. i seem to get lost in all the bullshit when i’m in my daily grind.
this past weekend, i attended the SF PFLAG chapter meeting where the guest speaker was mike crane of The Trevor...
July 2010
2 posts
// things i love //
in no particular order [other than #1]:
my -
mom
step-dad
dog
gf
bike
guitars
cameras
[good] friends
[good] food
These things & people really make my life…happier. :)
.torch
there is something about another’s skin against my own flesh. warm energy surges & heals any wounds that may be open & bleeding.
flesh speaks louder in volume than words, uttered out of one’s mouth, ever could. there is no pride or fear. the utmost honesty & vulnerability lie in the silence of two bodies pressed against each other with limbs entangled into & around...
June 2010
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undefined & fine.
she accepts that i am undefined. never asks for more, never expecting less. such a scary & unfamiliar, yet comforting feeling.
May 2010
4 posts
jackhammer.
sometimes i hold everything neatly, yet jam-packed, into the back part of my skull.
then, i listen to artists like Tracy Chapman, Chris Pureka, Ani DiFranco & the like. all of the sudden, like a jackhammer to a concrete block, the walls of my chestbone crack & crumble to nothing and all those neatly, yet jam-packed pieces of me come spilling out and all i can do is watch.
Death by hanging for being a lesbian. - [click... →
Diana Firouz: Iranian Lesbian about to be deported back to to Iran, where punishment for homosexuality is 100 lashing for each offense. After the the third offense, punishment is death by hanging.
this is beyond words & comprehension. the reality of it all is…absurd yet surreal all at once. The British Home Office rejected Kiana Firouz’s application of citizenship. She is a 27...
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Who was your first crush?
my first “crush” was when i was 6. her name was trisha. we were classmates at a catholic school. i remember her having the bluest of eyes and blonde-ish-brown hair.
i remember we were watching a movie in class (probably some religious cartoon) and i slyly put my arm around her. lol! little did i know the baby-gay in me was coming out even then!
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April 2010
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formspring.me
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March 2010
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Tell me, why do people fail to see the good in the...
i think, for some, they have worked so hard for their money and earnings they fear they would have to pay for the people that are “lazy” and take advantage of the system.
however, we have to keep in mind, i (personally) feel that is a small minority of the masses. the majority of us do work and if we are not, we try to find what we can. we all need to survive. we all need to feel...